Sir got these new stocks and new nipple clamps! A great combination, he says, because then I can’t remove the clamps, and that is supposed to be good for my training. But I don’t want nipple clamps training! It is very painful! Sir always seems to gag me during nipple clamp training as well, maybe because I protest too much. Now I’m just standing around in these stocks, my nipples hurt and I can’t do anything. Slave life is not easy!

Wow, I tried this extreme collar from MetalBondage.com! It is very heavy! It is also very tall and tight. I couldn’t imagine having to wear this one 24/7. That would be a real challenge! I am glad it was only borrowed, I prefer my own collar, which I am used to. This one is fun for a little while, but it might be impossible to wear it permanently! What kind of collar do you wear?

I found this old wheelchair, and I was rolling around in it… until Sir spotted me and cuffed me to it. I was handcuffed and ankle cuffed to the wheelchair all day, which was pretty inconvenient, because now I had to go everywhere in this thing. I guess that’s how it feels for people who are actually in a wheelchair, there is no choice. I think it was a valuable lesson for me. Also, it is really hard to roll when you’re handcuffed to the chair! LOL 🙂

A lot of you have asked me if I smoke. Yes, I do. I know it is not good for me, but it is hard to quit. There are many people who have asked me to do a smoking update. Here it is! I am only allowed to smoke in cuffs though, which is REALLY hard. Because I can only smoke outside and then people stare at my handcuffs. So I smoke by the window sometimes. For which I will get punished undoubtedly. What would you do to make me quit smoking?

Yes, you read that right. Sir showed me this table with holes in it and he locked me in it! Unfortunately, my hands didn’t fit in the wrist holes because it was at the wrong angle, but my neck did! It was a very tight fit, I had to remove my collar for this! I haven’t removed my collar much in over 2 years I think, that was weird. Sir even gagged me with a 2 inch gag so my lower jaw was completely stuck. There was nothing I could do, even though my hands were free, because I could not reach the padlock. It was an interesting afternoon! My life is so strange!

Wow I love this shoot! It looks so cool 🙂 I was wearing a zentai bodysuit (with hands and feet!), it felt so smooth and soft! I said I was like a gymnast, which was a big mistake of course, because then Sir wanted to test my flexibility again and tied my elbows all the way together! That was tight! A large gag made me drool a lot… all over my beautiful bodysuit! What a day this was, I want to do it again!!

Whaha, this was so funny! I was really interested in this. I don’t know why. Maybe I just want to feel what a cow feels? Somehow it was very intriguing to go there and find out how it feels to have my nipples pumped by a machine. Plus, as a bonus, you also get cuffed and gagged! And we all know I love cuffs and gags. It was very weird, a bit painful, but also arousing. And you can’t do anything to stop it! I would definitely recommend it if you like objectification and helplessness! Moo 😀 Whaha 😀

I have been begging Sir for another visit to the jail! It is such a cool feeling to be locked up! I finally got my wish this week when I was transported to the prison again, to get locked up in the cell for almost an entire day! I requested DOUBLE handcuffs and DOUBLE ankle cuffs for extra security. Everything was connected to my waist belt, so it was very restricting! Sir thinks I am crazy, but I love spending time in prison! If I didn’t have this cell to go to, I would probably commit a crime just to get locked up. Although that would probably not be good, because in a regular prison you don’t get to wear restraints inside.
Merry Christmas everyone!! I hope you got all you wished for! Lock up your loved ones and stay safe! xx

A custom client inspired me to do this escape challenge. I was collared and chained to the floor, in a hogcuff. The key was right next to me and I was supposed to escape. Well, you know I am very bad at escaping. I still can’t figure out where the keyholes are or which way to turn the key. It’s all very hard when your neck is stuck to the floor! But I tried my best! Check the video to see if I escaped!

Thanks to some members, Sir now wants to do much more nipple clamps training! Thanks a lot, guys!! You know I hate it! I was stuck in the padded cell in a straitjacket and a harness gag, so there wasn’t much I could do about it. I didn’t want to struggle too much because it hurts a lot when I move. These clamps are so evil! Then Sir blindfolded me and it all got very intense! With no sight, I could only focus on my painful nipples. It was terrible!

Of course! Just when I am ready to go to my horse, Sir decides he wants to try Irish 8 cuffs again! Now he even found ankle cuffs in this style! Which means I can’t walk at all, it is so restrictive! Irish 8 are probably the worst cuffs, holding wrists and ankles so close together. It is very hard, can’t move much!! I wanted to protest but Sir gagged me with a horse bit gag. Very funny!!!! Geez.

Many of you have asked me what else I do for Sir. Well, sometimes I like to gag myself and then cuff myself to the bed before he comes in. I love spreadeagles so much! It’s not hard to do, watch the video and find out how I do it. There is absolutely no escape, so be careful if you are alone! Get a bed with metal bars if you don’t have one. You won’t regret it!! 😃

I love purple! Look at this cute purple rope! I asked Sir if I can be tied up in it, and of course he had to make it a bit extreme again! A strappado! I’m terrible at standing in heels, so I had to really focus on my balance. I was also gagged with a 2 inch purple gag, which made me question my love for purple after a while. Which color rope and gag do you prefer?

I have this new transparent harness gag! It’s very funny! Unfortunately, it’s not completely invisible (that would be cool), but it is great to wear. You can see what’s going on behind the muzzle, which is a red shiny ball in my mouth and my lips pressed against the panel. Of course, it steams up a lot so it is a bit foggy, but that’s part of the fun! Very awesome gag and definitely one I will wear more often for my training!

Wow, this was really hard! I was being trained to walk on my knees (with frogtie straps) and my hands were in mitts. So helpless! It is pretty hard to walk around like this. I wanted to say woof a few times, but I was gagged LOOOOL. Does anyone have experience with this kind of training? It is a lot of fun, but I am not good at it yet. I guess that means I need more training!

I’m an elbow talent. What?! Yes, that’s how I reacted when someone told me this. I didn’t know what that meant, but apparently it means my elbows can easily touch behind my back, and I can (usually) stay like that for a long time. With rope, leather belts, or (in this case) steel cuffs. My elbows go all the way together. Many people seem to be very enthusiastic about this. I didn’t know that was so special 🙂

Fans have asked me to try these super heavy cuffs on my ankles. And when I was trying that, I suddenly thought about trying them on my feet! What if you would make them really tight on your feet? It actually worked, I couldn’t get them off without the key! So I had two pairs of these heavy cuffs now on my ankles and feet, which was extremely restricting! I was not able to walk at all!

One of my wishes came true when I was asked as a model for GirlAsylum.com! I was strapped into the hospital bed in Segufix restraints! They are only used for crazy people, they told me. Well, that’s me!! LOL! I couldn’t move much at all! They even strapped my head in! It’s very comfortable, but also a bit scary, because you are totally helpless. Very cool stuff, I need to get this for my own bed!

I have received requests to wear my shiny pants more! And I understand why: they are awesome! And they feel great too! I now even have some new shiny gloves to match the pants. Of course, Sir didn’t think it was enough to just wear my shiny clothes for this update, noooooo he tied my elbows together again. Extremely tight! I have to say, red rope really matched the outfit, so that was nice. But it’s a really hard position to do, and I was glad when I was finally released!

Sir locked me in this heavy wooden fiddle! It is so annoying and awkward. And of course, I was in it for a long time. I secretly got out my phone so I wasn’t so bored, but Sir took it away from me. Then he gave me a key, but it was impossible to escape! So frustrating! I hate wood now. I really do.