I don’t know how I got in this situation: I am fiddled to a tree! There’s a chain wrapped over a branch high above me, and the fiddle is connected to the chain. I am also harness gagged and handcuffed, so there is no chance to call for help or to escape. It is always so scary to be outside like this, you never know if there’s someone coming. What if someone sees me like this! What would you do?

People ask me all the time how I can live with a chastity belt. Well, like anything, you just get used to it. With the right keyholder, you will even be enjoying your time in a belt! It gives you more focus, better energy distribution, and it makes you more aware of the world around you. The right keyholder will know when it’s time to clean, and he will know how to take good care of your skin and body. Even though I get to remove my belt for hygiene breaks (washing), most showers are belted and I don’t have a problem with that. Join me, and see how a belted shower works as good as a naked shower!!

Seriously! Who thinks of these things! Sir showed up with another device today. Elbow traps? What? How? I don’t even know where to start with these things. They lock you in a chicken wing position and you can not escape, even when you have the key! It is very frustrating after a while! I love trying things like this, it is so much fun and very crazy!

Inspired by a custom video, I am doing some gag testing today! I’m getting gagged with a series of interesting gags, to see which ones I can handle and which ones are too easy for me. I also get to decide my favorite. I get gagged with: a bit gag, a 43mm red ballgag, and a 52mm red ballgag. Which one do you think I should wear most often?

These nipple sensitizers are crazy! Sir saw them and he had to get some to test on me! But as you know, my nipples are already too sensitive! These funny machines suck your nipple out with a vacuum motor, until it touches a rubber tickler. Then it can spin around in many different programs, tickling and stimulating your nipples! It made me giggle at first, but wow my nipples got super sensitive! I can not imagine putting clover clamps on after this treatment! That would be horrifying!

I was invited to take a nap in this unique double decker cage bed! It looks so comfy! I was gagged and cuffed, so it was a bit hard to climb in the top one, so I went for the bottom bed first! It’s got a very soft mattress, I could sleep there for days! Then I tried getting into the top one, which was a lot harder! Who would join me in this double cage? It would be fun to have someone to share in my adventures!

The most terrible gag in history is back! The tongue port gag! If you don’t know what I mean, check out this update! It is a rubber plate that goes deep into your mouth and you immediately start drooling uncontrollably! It is simply a very bad idea! But leave it to Sir to come up with an even worse idea: wearing this gag during my cardio training! Drooling, sweating, it’s just horrible! You have never seen so much drool in your life!

So I am very bad in wearing high heels, and quite wobbly walking in them. I prefer sneakers! But Sir wants me to train in high heels, he says it is part of sub training, like gags, nipple clamps, and chastity belts. He got me these locking high heel enforcers. You can’t take off your heels when you are locked in these! Well, you can but it would seriously hurt and it would be impossible to walk. So you have to wear heels everywhere! Very evil!

I love pink! Look at this cute pink fiddle! I think it suits me better than a steel one, don’t you think? And a pink ballgag is also awesome. The problem is, even though these items are pink, they are still real bondage things. Which of course means I am trapped (again), without any hope of escape. And without being able to protest about my situation. It looks so cute, but it’s actually just frustrating bondage! Pink is nice though, I wonder if there are any pink chastity belts?

I guess I can be a brat sometimes! Sir likes to give me a timeout now and then when I go too far. This one was pretty comfy, so I didn’t mind! At least this timeout didn’t have nipple clamps! It was a padded room, a straitjacket, and some medical tape. At first I was very happy in my small cozy room, but I have to say… it is really annoying after an hour or so! I don’t even know how long I was in there, I lost track of all time!

I finally got the chance to try a Swedish Collar! They are actually from Sweden I think 😀 This collar is very heavy, weighing 1.5 kilograms!! It’s also scary if you don’t know how it works. Will it ever open again? It has a magnet key but I wasn’t really sure how it worked. See me try this super exclusive collar for the first time! It’s amazing!!

Wow, this armbinder is the best one I have tried so far! It is small, so it will be super tight! I love it! My elbows are pulled all the way together in this thing, and there is no way I can get out! Really exciting and also a very big challenge! I just love crazy tight bondage challenges like this!

I really wanted to test this gag from HotSteelToys even though Sir was still working on the straps. So it wasn’t a perfect fit, but don’t worry, it did its job very effectively! It has moving parts that make a curved dildo go deep inside your mouth, with a steel ring gag. There’s nothing you can do about it. It will make you drool a lot and I was gagging, even though I can usually handle this kind of training (just ask Sir, I’m very good at it, custom videos available 😜 ). What a device! I can’t wait till the straps are finished!

I was given this impossible task: cuffed with my arounds around a big pillar (and gagged of course), I had to try and escape. The key was on the floor. So the first thing I had to do is sit down, which is very hard. And I would definitely not be able to get up again. Then I needed to move the key to my hands and try to open the cuffs. But you know I am very bad at this… Check the video to see how I did!

Sir got these new stocks and new nipple clamps! A great combination, he says, because then I can’t remove the clamps, and that is supposed to be good for my training. But I don’t want nipple clamps training! It is very painful! Sir always seems to gag me during nipple clamp training as well, maybe because I protest too much. Now I’m just standing around in these stocks, my nipples hurt and I can’t do anything. Slave life is not easy!

Wow, I tried this extreme collar from MetalBondage.com! It is very heavy! It is also very tall and tight. I couldn’t imagine having to wear this one 24/7. That would be a real challenge! I am glad it was only borrowed, I prefer my own collar, which I am used to. This one is fun for a little while, but it might be impossible to wear it permanently! What kind of collar do you wear?

I found this old wheelchair, and I was rolling around in it… until Sir spotted me and cuffed me to it. I was handcuffed and ankle cuffed to the wheelchair all day, which was pretty inconvenient, because now I had to go everywhere in this thing. I guess that’s how it feels for people who are actually in a wheelchair, there is no choice. I think it was a valuable lesson for me. Also, it is really hard to roll when you’re handcuffed to the chair! LOL 🙂

A lot of you have asked me if I smoke. Yes, I do. I know it is not good for me, but it is hard to quit. There are many people who have asked me to do a smoking update. Here it is! I am only allowed to smoke in cuffs though, which is REALLY hard. Because I can only smoke outside and then people stare at my handcuffs. So I smoke by the window sometimes. For which I will get punished undoubtedly. What would you do to make me quit smoking?

Yes, you read that right. Sir showed me this table with holes in it and he locked me in it! Unfortunately, my hands didn’t fit in the wrist holes because it was at the wrong angle, but my neck did! It was a very tight fit, I had to remove my collar for this! I haven’t removed my collar much in over 2 years I think, that was weird. Sir even gagged me with a 2 inch gag so my lower jaw was completely stuck. There was nothing I could do, even though my hands were free, because I could not reach the padlock. It was an interesting afternoon! My life is so strange!

Wow I love this shoot! It looks so cool 🙂 I was wearing a zentai bodysuit (with hands and feet!), it felt so smooth and soft! I said I was like a gymnast, which was a big mistake of course, because then Sir wanted to test my flexibility again and tied my elbows all the way together! That was tight! A large gag made me drool a lot… all over my beautiful bodysuit! What a day this was, I want to do it again!!