It was my birthday yesterday!! So I did something nice and tried to find out if I can sleep in a straitjacket? It is a popular member question… and the answer is: I don’t know! Let’s find out! It should be possible right? I mean, I guess patients in mental institutions are sleeping in straitjackets, why shouldn’t I be able to do this! I am at least as crazy as they are looool!! A straitjacket is actually quite comfortable so I guess I am in for a nice and snug sleep!

New leather pants!! They are a little flared so they are great to wear over boots! The pants are slightly too long so I figured if I wear ballet boots they are just fine! Haha, well I need to practise anyway, I usually practise a few times a week, but haven’t walked in ballets for a few weeks now. So here we go! Oh, and I gag myself of course, for the duration of the practise. It’s mandatory.

I really love doing this website! I have done this for so many years, and the main reason is all the lovely feedback and requests! But in the first place, I’m doing this website for me, because I love bondage and I love people looking at pictures of me in bondage! This is NOT a request update, it is something that I really love to do! Being cuffed in many many cuffs until I can barely move! This one is for myself… but you can watch of course 😉

Yeaaaaaaah a fan request! You know who you are! I should have posted this a long time ago, since the request was made a long time ago, but here you go: you wanted to see me in a harness ballgag and riding outfit, including helmet and boots! No problem, I still love horse riding and I have my own horse! Yes, it is the same fan who requested this many many years ago! I hope I can do an update in the stables again in the future, but there are always people around nowadays, so that is hard. I hope you like this update! I know someone will! 😉

Remember my shower update? Well, when I am locked in my chastity belt (not always, but I can be in it for weeks and then let myself out again for weeks) and my collar (almost always), it is a little harder sometimes to pick the right clothes to wear. But before that, I have to make sure I am completely dry, which is also a little harder when you are in a chastity belt. It is important to get rid of any water under the belt because that will cause irritated skin! Do you think I should get a chastity bra by the way? Some fans have suggested it.
This is a (rare) topless update, members only!!!

I saw these gags on the internet, and I have been searching for them a long time! Now I finally found them at SteelBound.co.uk! They have this one and even a harness gag version of this sink plug gag! It is a very large round tube that goes into your mouth with a lot of leather wrapped around your head! The large tube will make you drool like crazy! But here’s the clever part: if you want to stop the drooling, just use the sink plug to plug your mouth shut!! It is brilliant!

Oooh I wish it was summer! Playing with my bondage gear indoors is nice, but I love being outdoors in bondage more! To remind you of the summer, here is a nice little shoot in a flowery dress, maybe it will cheer you up in this cold weather! I am locked in Irish 8 handcuffs and leg irons! I love Irish 8, they are so hard to escape from!! But I am getting better!! 😀 x

When I saw this outdoors prison in a photographer’s backyard, I really wanted to be locked in it for an afternoon! There were 3 guys there who were interested in taking pictures, and of course, they wanted me in my little rigid fiddle as well! So there I was, locked in a prison, it was cold and I was fiddled! These people just kept taking pictures like I was some wild animal! The crazy stuff I do!! It was nice to be in the prison though… I just they would have left me alone!

Probably the number 1 frequently asked question! How do you clean yourself when you are wearing a chastity belt? Well, you just take lots of showers! Lots! Usually I shower only once a day, when I am in the belt I shower 3 or 4 times a day! I think I have done this before, but here is another update of me showering in my chastity belt! Yes, I am topless, I know it is rare, I don’t want to do nudity on my site, but I’m showering!! So this is for the members only 😉

A popular request! I tried it already once before, remember this one? I could get out pretty easily, so it is time to try it again, this time with better tape, more bags, and more tape wraps! First, my arms get trash bagged and taped, with my wrists taped together, creating a trash bag armbinder! Then it is extended to form a dress, and finally I have to lie down as my feet are wrapped as well! Will I be able to escape this time? I don’t think so!

I have this chair which is perfect for cuffing. It just needs two pairs of handcuffs and two pairs of leg irons and I can sit there for as long as I like. Or for as long as someone else likes… if I am not holding the key. This time, the key was in my lap, so I thought it would be a short session, but I dropped it after only a few seconds!! There was no way for me to reach the key, I could grab it with my toes, but I could not get my toes to my hands!! I knew I was in for a loooooong afternoon in cuffs…

Finally!! I hadn’t been harness ring gagged for over a year! Really! It was just gathering dust, no requests for it, and I kind of forgot about this great gag! Is is such a nice feeling to wear a harness gag! And a ring gag… well I don’t have to tell you: it makes you drool! It is a harness drool gag! Isn’t that the best?! I was once known for wearing harness gags all the time! I want to start wearing them more often again! Oh, and I’m tightly cuffed with hinged cuffs on elbows and wrists. But that’s nothing new 🙂

Here is a member request! I’m hogcuffed in hinged cuffs and leg irons… but that was not the request! The request was me dressed in tight black leggings and black boots! I’m also bit gagged, which is not really my favorite gag, but it is fun to do something different once in a while! I like struggling and rolling around helplessly! If you are a member, don’t forget to send in your requests!! If you are not a member, shame on you, go here immediately!! 😀

Here is a new form of bondage I recently discovered!! Taped fingers! Just use electrical tape to tape all of your fingers together and it get’s a LOT harder to use a key. Or pick up a key even. Not that I ever have escaped from these Irish 8s, but you can never be sure!! Will the tape be strong enough? Or will I be able to free my poor little fingers?

I don’t do many blindfold updates, even if they are requested quite a lot! I am truly terrified of blindfolds, I don’t know why! I think it is the last piece of control I have if I am restrained and gagged. With my eyes I can still see what is going to happen. If someone takes that away from me, I get really really scared. I can’t move, can’t talk, and can’t see!!! This is an important update for me, I hope you will appreciate it!!

Yaaaaaaaaay a special update for Christmas!! Because I love you all so much, my dear fans! This year I thought it would be great if I was the Xmas tree!! So I dressed myself up in festive lingerie, shackled my boots to the wall, and got locked into a RigidStock! The RigidStock is also chained to the wall, and I am decorated with jingle bells in strategic places! A red and white gag really completes this Xmas tree pose! Would you like to have me as your bondage wall decoration during the holidays?? Merry Christmas everyone! I love you!

You know I have set myself a rule that I can not watch tv (or use the computer) when I am not restrained and gagged. I have done so for over 8 years, so I am used to it. Even some of my friends know! Usually I am in a pair of handcuffs and ballgag when I am watching tv, because that is the only thing I can do to myself. But occassionally I have some help so I get to wear more restrictive gear on my couch! Yay!! Today I am in a tight latex armbinder and tight ballgag! This is so much fun!

Funny! This prisoner outfit is a bit too big, so I really have to wear a belt with it! Fortunately, I have the perfect belt for a prison jumpsuit! I was happily cuffed and shackled, when I suddenly realised: what if I put the handcuffs on the back of the belt!! That was even more restrictive! And then… of course… It all went on from there! A hogcuff was unavoidable! Oh well, I should have seen it coming…

A black and white update! As requested, I am wearing these awesome white boots that a fan sent me! They are great for partying! But they are even better with some leg irons! I am also locked in a tight waist chain with double handcuffs on each side, and collared, and gagged with a white ballgag. No way I can take out the gag, because my hands are so tightly cuffed to my waist. Then the excess chain on the back is attached to the leg irons, so I can not stand up anymore! Great!!!

So why does everyone want to see me chained by my neck all of a sudden? 😀 Do you think I’m a doggie? I need training? I don’t need training! I am fully gag trained (jaw), chastity trained (wore a belt from 2008 to 2010), and collared (admittedly not by anyone, just by myself). I can sleep in handcuffs or any other restraints, I can be gagged for longer than anyone I know, and I have been in a straitjacket for almost a day! Why does everyone think I need more training! Are you just being mean?