This is really hard to explain in pictures or text, you have to watch the video to understand how hard it was to do this challenge. I am handcuffed behind my back, nipple clamps are attached to two padlocks by a thin rope. The rope is running from the nipple clamps to the ceiling and back to the padlocks resting on the floor. I have to walk backwards to get the key that is way behind me. But as I move back, I am lifting up the padlocks by my nipple clamps, causing a lot of pain. I have to walk very far back to get hold of the key, and then try to open the handcuffs. Which I still can’t do. This was a very evil predicament!

Wooow these boots are not made for walking! What the hell! How can people walk in these! I got to try ballet boots because Sir seems to like them, he wants me to train this more often. But I already have so many training things going on! To be fair, for my first time, I don’t think I did so bad. I managed to stand and even walk a step. It was very awkward and a bit painful, but maybe I can do this if I keep practicing? What do you think?

Sometimes Sir just lets me chill. On this rare occasion, I was allowed to use my phone without being gagged. Okay, I was still chained to the radiator and locked in heavy handcuffs, but I am used to that. I don’t mind gags either, I love my gag training, but sometimes it’s nice just to chill. I hope you are having a relaxed weekend!! x

After last week’s tickle torture, it got even worse! This time I got hogcuffed wearing a shock collar. There was nothing I could do to stop the shocks. I hate the shock collar! Does anyone else hate their shock collar training as much as I do? Please tell me you are also not looking forward to this type of training. And of course, Sir tickled me too, so it was even more frustrating. But don’t worry, I know this is all part of being a good submissive, and I love to please Sir. I would do anything he tells me to do. But it’s okay if I hate it sometimes, right?

A fan request! You wanted to see me with tape over my ballgag and tickled! So I have a tight black ballgag strapped in my mouth and a few layers of tape over it. It is very challenging, because I can only breathe through my nose. And here is the big secret I have not been wanting to tell anyone: I am insanely ticklish! I really can’t stand tickling! There, now it is out. I hope you won’t send any more requests for tickling because it is literally hell for me when I get tickled in bondage. So please, have mercy!!

I received this latex mask from a fan! I have never tried something like this and I am not sure if I’m doing it right. It seems a bit small for me? Or is it supposed to be tight? Maybe I should have asked Sir to take off my collar? And how do I get my hair in? Don’t want to get my hair in the zipper. Hmm I like it, but I think I need a slightly bigger one??

The rules I live by are quite simple. I have to be cuffed and gagged whenever I use a device (phone, table, computer) or when I am watching TV. Many of you have the same rules, you have told me by email. But that doesn’t mean I am not cuffed and gagged during other times of the day. For example, Sir cuffs and gags me when I am doing the dishes and when I am cleaning the house. I am also often gagged just for training, to be able to wear my gags longer and longer. Do you have specific training rules from your Dominant? Please comment below!! I love to read them!

I tried this spreader thing! It is very funny, I was totally helpless! All I could do was roll over on my back, but then I was stuck and couldn’t get up. Like a turtle! The keys were right in front of me, but there was no hope of escaping this thing. So frustrating! And then Sir pushed me onto my back again and tickled me! So mean! This thing is fun but super frustrating!

Sir has these two different mouth spreaders. One is covered in black rubber and has ratchets on both sides. The other one has a ratchet on one side but it opens even further!! I was super curious to try them both. Sir was very surprised I could even take the big one to the maximum level. Yes, I have a big mouth!! They are perfect for giving blowjobs, says Sir… Well I am not going to post that on the website, but I think he will make me try it! Email me if you want to see it haha ;D

Just like Gina, I wanted to visit the jail cell at bondagetimeout.com too! It’s a place in the Netherlands where you can get locked up, with real cuffs and uniforms, and an actual female prison guard! I choose a pink uniform, because I think it’s cuter than the standard orange one. My mugshots were taken and I was cuffed and locked in the cell. I asked to be hogcuffed, because I wanted to be more restricted! The guard was so lovely! She even asked me if I would like to come and work there to lock up some guys with her! Might think about it!

Look at this cute armbinder! I love the color! Of course, I wanted to try it to see if I could escape. This is the difference between me and Sir: I want to try it (briefly) to get out, but he wants to keep me in it for as long as possible, for my training. Of course, I failed to escape, so I was stuck in this armbinder until I was released. Why do I always get myself in these situations! I enjoyed it though! It’s a lot better than nipple clamps training days!

Sir said we should celebrate St. Patrick’s Day by doing some more nipple clamps training. I don’t understand? What does that have to do with torturing my nipples? I had to gag and clamp and cuff myself and just stand there. These clamps hurt so much! After the training, I still didn’t understand the connection, but I am trying to be good and listen to my Sir! Do you like to see me get tortured (I wonder?) or do you feel sorry for me!?

Sir is training me to live in cuffs. I have the same rules as Gina before. Using a computer or phone or anything with a screen (TV, tablet), I have to be cuffed and gagged. But I try to do more in cuffs. Like my makeup. That is not so easy as it sounds. See today’s pictures and video to find out why it is quite hard!

Today, Sir put me in this thing with 3 holes. It is very small, it barely fits my neck and wrists! I was completely stuck and helpless! The only thing I could do was turn my wrists. I don’t know what to think about this, can’t see myself just standing around for hours wearing this! Sir however, liked it. Of course. Poor me!!

A member request for me to try the most brutal gag ever! It is called a tongue port gag. It has a large rubber thing that goes deep into your mouth, holding your tongue down. It was so large, I had to focus very hard to keep me from gagging. Then the drool came, it can’t be stopped. Rivers and rivers of drool come out when you are wearing this gag. I needed to be rescued by Sir at the end, it was the hardest thing I have ever done! It’s an insane gag, and I hope I won’t have to do it again EVER!

I saw Gina do this, and I asked Sir about it. He made me try it! It’s a nose hook! Seriously, what will they think of next! This is a bondage item? Well, I tried it, and I didn’t like it. It makes me look very silly. Like a pig! Why would anyone like this? Apparently, Sir loved it, he couldn’t stop laughing!!

Sir got me a gift! But I was only allowed to open it while I was in handcuffs. Well, it turns out you can’t really tear plastic when you are in cuffs, it’s impossible to move your hands apart far enough. It took me a while, but I finally managed to unpack my gift! He is so cute! I am going to call him Eggie! I love huge eggplants 🤭🍆❤️

Yess a member request! I love doing your suggestions and ideas! I hope I will get many more. This time I was asked to wear long gloves while trying to escape Irish8’s behind my back. Well, I’m pretty sure that is impossible, but I tried it anyway! The request also mentioned a dress and heels, so I am ready to go out (to the opera?) and I think the gloves actually look amazing! They make it a little harder to handle a key actually, because they are so smooth!

This new harness gag is very unique! This is the first one the manufacturer made in this metallic finish! It’s such a cool gag, with a red ball inside! In this video, I try it on for the first time to see how it looks. I like harness gags, it is impossible to push the ball out of your mouth, and it feels like your face is getting a hug! This is great, I like it a lot!

Sir told me to put clothespins on my nipples! I didn’t expect this to hurt so much! Have you tried it? It is really a lot harder than you think. I had to keep them on for a while, for training. They did not fall off even when I moved around (yes, I tried jumping!). These things are evil!