(Yes, I am still locked in my chastity belt, this update was shot before I got locked in my NeoSteel) – I love five point restraints! Neck, wrists, and ankles! Especially if the chain is very short so I can not walk or stand up! It is fun, and I have spent many hours watching TV like this. Now, sleeping is a different story. It is possible, but please don’t try this unless you have some experience sleeping in cuffs. Make sure to double lock your cuffs (especially your neck cuff) so they can not tighten overnight!! Take care and have fun! xx

I know there are many fans of my outdoor ankle cuffed walks! I remember how many emails and comments I got whenever I posted an update about this. Because most of you like to take ankle cuffed walks too! That’s so great! I hope the weather is as nice as it is over here and you can make time for a nice ankle cuffed walk today. Go out, enjoy the sun! And comment here if you did 😉

I’m proud to be back in a chastity belt again! This awesome NeoSteel is the best belt ever! The fit is perfect, it is very secure! There is no way I can touch myself. I can use the toilet in the belt (both functions) and I can shower and take baths. Of course, some cleaning breaks will be necessary, but I do NOT have a key. Roxanne is holding two keys. The other one is in a safe at a secure location. It was quite easy to get back into wearing it, as I was locked from 2008 to 2010 I remembered all the little tricks and solutions. I guess it’s safe to say it will not come off for a long time! I’m so happy!

You probably remember I received a custom made NeoSteel belt at Christmas. And I have not worn it much. It was sent by a fan, but even after all the insisting from him and other fans, I was still hesitant to go back to the chastity lifestyle that I lived from 2008 till 2010. It is a hard life. Uncomfortable, and well… you can not have any pleasure, sex, boyfriends, or normal dates. But I’m now at a point in my life that I don’t care anymore. I am ready to go back in the belt, maybe forever. I will wear it and give my keys to Roxanne (after she gets over the initial shock, look at her face!!). She may let me out a few times in the first few weeks, as part of the training, or she may not. I will have to see. The belt is custom made and very comfortable compared to my old belts. I know how to clean and use the toilet, from years of experience. So I will be fine. I hope. Wish me luck!!

Fans send me so many lovely things I can not even remember which ones I showed you yet. This catsuit is amazing! It has some interesting openings! Combined with a lot of leather, I think it is very pretty! And I am back at my ballgag training again, so a big ballgag had to be worn as well, to stretch my jaw and get better at wearing big gags. I hope you like this update! x

I love the orange jumpsuit! If I lived in America, I would probably try to get myself arrested. It’s stronger than me, I can not help it! I would struggle and wriggle around in my orange jumpsuit all day and every day if I could! What I really need is someone to keep me as a prisoner 24/7. But unfortunately, that is not possible. Still, it is a very good fantasy and I love being an inmate! I hope you like it too! x

I had seen this RigidFiddle ball tie before, I just HAD to try this! If you lock a Fiddle to a pair of ankle cuffs, you will be forced into a ball tie, and it is very hard to escape! I love that thought! It is really a lot harder than it looks (please try this at home, to see what I mean)! Also, this is my 500th update!! Can you believe it!? I am going to celebrate whooooohoooo!!

This one was actually requested by a fan a long time ago! I did not really think it was possible, but then I realized I could run a chain through the Irish 8 handcuffs and ankle cuffs! It like a rigid bondage style with a chain in between. It gives me a little wriggle room but not much, because my wrists and ankles are so tightly cuffed! Very interesting! Thanks for the suggestion! x

I really love colored ballgags! Of course, red with black strap is a classic, but they don’t always match my outfit! I have colored straps and many colored balls, so I decided to do a little mixing and matching to find some interesting color combinations. After all, I wear a ballgag most of the day (I love watching TV, and I am only allowed to when I am gagged), so I might as well look good doing it! What is your favorite color combination? Tell me in the comments!!

A fan sent me these latex panties to wear and then sell to another fan! So I have to wear them for a few days, then find another fan who wants to buy them. That’s fun! I know there will be some of you who would be interested in buying these (send me an email please). These panties are really nice, and I love latex, it is such a great feeling to wear! Let’s see who will be the lucky new owner of these panties!!

We got these black leather bondage mitts and they look like a claw! I think I have received some other things that looked like these, remember this? Those were not very good (or I used them wrong). But these mitts actually fit and they seem very effective! You can attach something to the end, so Roxanne decided to put them around my neck to strange me with them, hahahah. Oh and Roxanne got this leopard mask, pretty nice, but a little silly for my taste! LOOOL!

At my own request, I was chained to the wall for a day. I know, that is a strange request, but I wanted to try to see if I could make it. It was from morning to evening, well okay that is only about 12 hours, not a day, but that is the longest I could probably go without needing the toilet. But what was really interesting me was to see if I could make it. Because with all my challenges, the initial excitement soon wears off and then you are stuck for a long time. It can be pretty boring! But I made sure I would NOT be unlocked before it was time, not even if I would ask for it. I can be very strict… to myself LOL

You know, some days it is just time for a spreader bar and ballgag! I love this combination because I always want to take the gag out after a few hours. With the spreader bar, I can’t. So I am gagged until my wrists are released. This takes me to the point where the gag really becomes annoying and that is very exciting to me! Makes me a little aroused actually whahah 😀 It is true! What do you think of this new dress by the way? It was sent to me by a fan!! I get so many beautiful things from all of you, thank you so much!! xxx

This was the hardest escape ever! Cuffed in hinged handcuffs and leg irons, I was inside a huge cardboard box which was taped shut. It was incredibly difficult to get out of this box. Even when I broke the top, I could not step out of the box because of the ankle cuffs. I literally had to fall over to escape. Falling over with your hands cuffed behind your back in a huge box is not recommended. Do not try this at home!!

My friend Roxanne wanted to know more about ballgags and handcuffs! She is quite new to all this and I have been doing it for over 10 years! So I invited her to my bedroom for a little practise! We gagged ourselves and used the Dutch handcuffs to explore various positions! It is really fun to show her some new things! I love Roxanne, she is my best friend in the whole world!

Aaah a straitjacket! It leaves your legs free, so you can just run away. Well, not this time. Because I am chained to the wall!! My collar is attached to the wall with a heavy chain, there is no way I can ever escape this! I’m gagged too, so I can yell for help. I’m just lucky the chain is long enough for me to be able to lie down and sleep!

I love being hogcuffed in strange places! I have been cuffed and gagged almost everywhere I have been, and this house is no exception! The attic is especially creepy, so I wanted to be hogcuffed and gagged there! Sorry about my dirty feet, by the way. My biggest fantasy is to be left there for a day, but that has never happened so far. You really need to be able to trust the person you are with, but then again, what if they get in an accident, or are unable to come back for me. I would be stuck forever!

Yes! Armbinder wars rule! Strap us both in an armbinder (or straitjacket) and we will go wild! We will not help each other to escape, we will just try to annoy each other as much as possible! Bumping into each other, trying to trip the other, it is a real fight! We are both ballgagged too! I actually love how ballgags look on my friend Roxanne! So beautiful!! But I am still determined to win this armbinder war!

I feel so spoiled! Fans keep sending me things! This week even two things, it is like Xmas here! These tight blue pants are very nice, thank you. They are really to my taste, I love tight shiny pants that look like leggings. Make my butt look good! The big ballgag is also new. I don’t know why they call this a medical ballgag, maybe just because it is red and white? The ball is bigger than my usual, but that is good because I need training! The strap is always way too long so I will cut it, that will look much better! I hope you are having a beautiful Saturday wherever you are, and thank you for sending all this stuff!

I think this is what they call hogcuffed, but I just call it hogtied with cuffs! I love it because it is fast and easy and I can do it to myself! Try it at home, it is not hard, you can find a tutorial on CuffGirl.com (she is awesome). I have even slept like this. Yes, that is possible, but don’t start your experiments by doing this for a whole night! Try to build it up for a few hours at the time! Wriggle around, but make sure you have comfortable cuffs that don’t dig in! Don’t use toy cuffs!