A fan asked me to wear a ski outfit in bondage. I said ‘sure, send me one’, thinking I would never hear from him again. I get so many of these email requests. Sure enough, a few days later, a few complete ski outfits arrived. Ok, you got me there, now I had to do it. It was pretty hot, but I think it was a great comfortable feeling to be fiddled and gagged in this outfit! I may even take a ski holiday next winter (of course I will take my fiddle and gag then!). This is more interesting than I thought!

Oh no, I am restrained in the hospital bed with Segufix bonds on my wrists, thighs and ankles! I hope no one will come in and give me a sensual massage! I mean, that would be terrible and I wouldn’t be able to do anything to stop them. Roxanne of course fell for my devious plan, and she started massaging me. It did not go quite as I expected, but hey, a massage is a massage!

I love gifts from fans! Unfortunately, the gifts are often made in China and one size only. That is a problem. The reason why I don’t order from China is that I am very small. Even the ‘female’ size of things you can order is way too big for me. This hood is the same, I think it is supposed to be very snug so you can breathe through the nose holes, but it is quite big and too loose, so it does not look good and it does not feel very restrictive. But thanks for sending it, I will try it on Roxanne! hahahahha

In more than 10 years of bondage journey, I have tried so much I can’t even remember everything I did. But one thing that members always ask about is the plastic wrap. And I recently got a huge roll of the black stuff from some friends, so here we go: I am tightly wrapped up, like a Gina sausage! I love the feeling to be completely restricted! Of course, I had to test if I could escape from this stuff, which is a little harder than it looks. Watch the video and see if I can get out!

Irish 8 handcuffs are very hard to escape from. I can not really do it when they are locked behind my back with wrists parallel, even when I have the key. But what if me and Roxanne are BOTH cuffed in this way? It should be easier right? We could help each other. At least that was my plan, but you never know with Roxanne, maybe she doesn’t want to help me and she just wants to try to free herself…

I found the best sleeping position! Well, of course I love sleeping on my side in a RigidFiddle, but this is even better. Because I feel all stretched out in the morning when I do this. The only problem with all my favorite sleeping positions is: I can not do it myself, and it is very strange to invite someone to lock you up in the evening and then ask them to come back in the morning. Roxanne will do it sometimes, but she is not available very often. She probably thinks I am crazy anyway. But I love it!

Don’t you just love the RigidStocks? I have been locked into these a million times I think. They leave you completely vulnerable. But that’s ok because I am wearing a chastity belt, nothing can happen to me haha! I always try to escape from the RigidStock. It is impossible, I know, but it is fun to try, and I like it even more because it is inescapable. It’s not uncomfortable though, and it is not as heavy as it looks (although it is still pretty heavy). I could be in this for days!! Maybe I will try sleeping in it soon, do you think that will work?

Another request: I will show you how I cuff myself, as many of you seem to enjoy a bit of self cuffing! I will demonstrate cuffing myself in front and in the back. I am not good at escaping, so I have to be careful what I do when I am alone. Because sometimes I get stuck in very simple positions and I have to call Roxanne again to come free me. I know I should be better at this after 10 years, but it is really not so easy! Comment your favorite self cuffing stories below, and remember… don’t get yourself stuck!!

This new harness gag is a locking one! With five padlocks, you can really lock it onto your head, and it can not be taken off without the keys! Roxanne will demonstrate this on me in the pictures and video. I think she forgot one of the padlocks though haha. But still, it is really exciting to be gagged with a harness gag you can not take off! I could easily spend a day like this (my jaw is fully gag trained as you know), but well… you have to eat and drink too! I just need to get one more (for Roxanne), so we can be gagged together for a day!

In Holland, there is a place where you can get some prison time. They have uniforms, real waist chains and leg irons, and a cool cell! Me and Roxanne went there to get the experience (I had done this before, but she hadn’t). It’s really strict. No phone, no entertainment. You have to ask for toilet visits. Luckily we were together so we could talk, otherwise it can be really boring, and annoying because your wrists are cuffed to your waist. It’s exciting though! If you are in Holland, you really have to try this!

For over ten years now, I have occasionally slept in my small RigidFiddle. It was made especially for me and it was very expensive. Because of the price, I really feel like I should be locked in it more, because it would be a waste of money otherwise. Faithful members will remember a very young me sleeping in the fiddle in 2007 or 2008, when I was still blonde. I have never stopped doing this, but I don’t sleep like this all the time, because I need someone with me to lock me in and let me out in the morning. A pair of handcuffs or leather cuffs is fine for most nights, but the small fiddle will always be special!

Sometimes I like to wear the old belt. It is not as rigid, because it has chains in the back. Don’t worry, I wear it very tight. But the old belt is a bit dated. The rubber is coming off, and my pussy gets trapped between the shields sometimes. I prefer the NeoSteel belt much more, it is a super tight fit, very rigid, impossible to touch myself. I don’t think I ever want to be without a chastity belt in my life again. I am so used to it! I would definitely miss it if I took it off. I hope there are more girls out there who are fully used to their belts. It takes a long time, maybe years, but it is worth it!

All cuffed up! You wanted to see us all cuffed up! Well, we are, don’t miss it. We are locked in waist chains (official prison ones!) and ankle cuffs. In our little black dresses and heels! This is the best party outfit ever 🙂 We are also neck cuffed (available at SteelBound.co.uk) together, which is not so great for partying, but who cares, we are not going out anyway, we will just stay here and have some fun, all cuffed up for you to enjoy!

How I like to spend my afternoons: cuffed and gagged, completely helpless (no escape possibilities please!). This was shot so long ago, I did not even have my chastity belt yet (don’t worry, I am not out of the belt, this really is an old update, look at my hair). This was shot with a fan, who cuffed me to the ceiling wearing thigh high boots. Nothing too difficult, but keeping your arms up for a long time and standing in high heels gets harder and harder, and it can be torture if you do it long enough!

Can you believe that Roxanne has smaller wrists than me! She is taller but she has smaller wrists! My wrists are already super small, I had a custom RigidFiddle made that fits no one else! Except Roxanne of course. So since she is even smaller, I had to lock her into the custom RigidFiddle and I was locked in a regular fiddle (also lady size, but not as small as my other one). We were also kept apart by a spreader bar, so we couldn’t help each other escape. To make things even harder, we were both gagged, so we couldn’t discuss any plans or escape attempts! Very hard!

I often get the question if I can sleep hogcuffed. Well, the honest answer is probably no, but it depends on what you consider sleeping. I don’t think I can stay hogcuffed for 8 hours, but I have slept a little in a hogcuff, it is quite relaxing!! A few hours is my record, I think. What about you? How many hours can you sleep in a hogcuff?

So I invited Roxanne over for an evening of tv at my place. But when she came over, the tv wasn’t turned on. I explained to her it wasn’t turned on because she was not cuffed and gagged. You see, as faithful fans know: I can only watch tv (or use the computer) when I am cuffed and gagged. I know, it is a strange rule to impose on myself, but I have lived like this for over 10 years and I am completely used to it. Roxanne finds out that my rule also applies to guests. So who wants to come visit me? You know the rules now!

It seems Roxanne really wants to make me her pet! What more does she want? She has the keys to my belt and my collar! Is that not enough? Roxanne also wants to train my behavior, which is really not necessary because I am a perfectly good girl! She makes me do tricks, puts me on a leash, and even cuffs my wrists to my belt! I think she is going too far, unless… she has been receiving emails from you!! Yes, I know you are behind all this!

Roxanne does not have a lot of experience with handcuffs, until 2 years ago she had never even been handcuffed! It is time to let her catch up on some of the tricks, so we try to escape our handcuffs behind our backs. It is not easy, and Roxanne couldn’t do it, but I expected that. I had to help her a little. She will learn soon! I love spending time with her, in our matching collars, and just playing with handcuffs or gags! Who wouldn’t like to spend an afternoon like this! I’m so glad I found her, it is better than doing everything alone!

Straitjackets are one of my favorite bondage things! So a nice evening with Roxanne in straitjackets was planned (for a long time), and now it finally happened! I don’t know if Roxanne liked being in a straitjacket for so long, but we also were gagged after a while so she couldn’t complain anyway. It is so relaxing, it almost feels safe, I don’t know why. It is comfortable and you can not do anything about it, so you may as well just enjoy it! Or… we can use our feet to help each other escape 🙂 Which we did in the end.