My favourite handcuffs are the Dutch police handcuffs!! Why? Because they are very comfortable and they are Dutch like me!! Also, it is probably very illegal to own a pair as they can only be bought by law enforcement. So how did I get a pair? I can not tell you hahahah. They have a special key too, not a standard handcuff key, so you can’t escape very easily! Don’t they look awesome? I want to buy a few more, so if you have some for sale, please send me an email!

600 updates! I never thought I would reach 600 when I started this site! Every Saturday, from November 2006, almost 12 years I did a picture set and video for you! I have grown 12 years older and I have changed a lot, but I always loved bondage and I always will. I think it is time to stop soon maybe. Not many fetish sites have run for this long and certainly not many girls have been updating for this long! I’m 30 now!! Can you believe it? It was great to share my life with you and you have been such faithful fans. I hope some of the fans from 2006 are still here. I will think about the future and let you know. Meanwhile, enjoy this fun hogcuff with Roxanne!

Wow hogcuffs seem to be really popular with you! It’s probably the most requested position. Me and Roxanne tried it again, and yes it is also our favorite position (did you know I once slept in a hogcuff?). We struggle to get out, but it is very hard because we are both not super flexible. We have to get to the key first but we can barely move! I am facing the wrong way and Roxanne is too new for all of this. I guess we will be stuck for a while!

Many people know I am not allowing myself to watch tv or use the computer without being cuffed and gagged. I have done this for over 10 years! This means, if you email me and I reply, you know I was gagged writing it (I don’t do site emails on my phone). But not many people know this is a HOUSE rule! So if you come over to my house and we are going to watch tv, YOU will be gagged and cuffed too! Yes, that is very strange, but my friends got used to it. Especially Roxanne, she knows this will happen when she comes over, it’s no problem for her!

We have been seeing this mouth guard challenge on YouTube and we decided to do our own. Because the girls on YouTube probably don’t know that it is actually very kinky! Mouth spreaders look very weird but they are good gags that make you drool and it is hard to talk! It’s also a good way to check if you brushed you teeth properly whahahah! Me and Roxanne try the mouth spreaders today, check out our hilarious video and picture set!

Sometimes me and Roxanne just like to chat, like all girls do. But I like to do that in handcuffs, because I am so used to it. I think Roxanne is becoming very used to it as well. This week we actually had an afternoon chat in fiddles! Don’t be surprised, it is not impossible, because we can reach each other’s lock to close and open it again. I chained us to the radiator too, and threatened to throw the keys across the room. But I didn’t do that, because then we would be really stuck!!

We got this crazy thing! After 12 years, you would think I have seen it all, but I had never seen this before. It is a gag that goes in your cheeks and mouth, then you can inflate it to become stuck. It gets so big you can’t spit it out. The cheek parts and mouth part all inflate. I couldn’t even say anything anymore. Which is probably why Roxanne liked pumping it up so big!!

What could be more fun than super close neck cuffs (padlocked, not with a long chain, but super short connection) and ballgags in bed!! Me and Roxanne will try to get a nap like this, but it’s not easy with our heads this close together. We are also tightly ballgagged, which makes a nap a bit harder (don’t try that at home). But it’s good, because we talk way too much and now we can’t, so all we can do is go to sleep.

This is always a fun challenge! Instead of being cuffed very close to eachother, this time we are very far apart! The long spreader bar between our collars means we can not help each other to escape. And we are cuffed behind our backs! So how will we get out? I think it is possible, and it is not even very hard. But did we do it?

We can’t escape from Irish 8 cuffs with our wrists stacked behind our backs. We have tried, many many times. It is very hard. But this challenge is different, since we are allowed to help each other! Can we do it then? It is still hard, and Roxanne does not have much experience with these cuffs. We really didn’t know what would happen, but we gave it our best shot!

Well, I have to say you keep sending in really interesting things hahahaha! We were a bit surprised to say the least and we did hesitate a bit before trying this. But we did it! Especially for you 🙂 This interesting gag keeps our heads very close together, almost like kissing, but in a VERY erotic way. You can probably imagine what it feels like. This is crazy! It also doesn’t taste very good by the way hahahha

It has been much requested, but I almost never do it, because I literally HATE tickling! I can’t stand it! Well, okay, this time I will let Roxanne tickle me in a hogcuff. I can’t do much about it anyway, but it was horrible!! Horrible! I couldn’t stop screaming and laughing. Now you might think that tickling is not really that bad, but to me it is the worst torture you could ever give me. I would rather do ANYTHING else than be tickled. So enjoy this video, you mean people!

A new challenge! Can me and Roxanne survive the collar spreader bar? What can we do besides circle around each other? We can’t reach the locks because we are handcuffed behind our backs. It’s also hard to cooperate because Roxanne has no clue what she is doing and I can’t tell her what to do because we are both gagged! This is really tricky! Do you think we can escape?

I invited Roxanne over. She wanted to read some of the magazines on the table, but I told her there was a rule that we can only read when we are cuffed and gagged. It’s not true, I only have that rule for tv and computer, not for reading, but Roxanne did not know that. So she did as she was told. We gagged and cuffed ourselves for a bit of reading. Sometimes I don’t speak the entire truth… but it is much better this way, don’t you agree!?

I was so proud of myself last time when I got my elbows to touch. Can’t get enough of it now, I keep doing elbow ties all day long! Here is another one, this time with a pair of Irish 8 added. Super tight and inescapable rope, plus Irish 8’s! How can you go wrong! I love this! I am now trying to stay elbow tied for longer and longer, eventually I want to spend an entire day elbow tied! Do you think that will be possible?

Yesterday evening, I tried to spend as much time as I could hogtied on the couch. Roxanne put me there and I asked here to leave me for a while. When she came back I couldn’t even guess how long it had been. She said it had been about 3 hours!! There’s no way I believe that, time went by so fast! Maybe I even slept for a while (I gag sleep ballgagged, don’t try that at home). It’s so comfortable to spend some time like this! I am cuffed and gagged so much that I really miss it when I’m not. At work, I can’t be cuffed or gagged (I’m a nurse for elderly people, they wouldn’t understand), although I am belted of course, and often wear my collar. What’s your most comfortable experience?

One of the most popular updates ever was my home update where I watched TV during my mouth spreader training. That was 10 years ago!! As many of you know, I have self imposed rules: I can NEVER watch TV or use a computer or phone if I am not gagged and cuffed. This means that if you email me, you know I was gagged and cuffed when I wrote you an answer! Here is another relaxed TV evening, this time in a mouth spreader AND RigidFiddle. Because I watch TV like this. Yes I do. Stops me from eating unhealthy things and it is a lot of fun. It’s also how I became so good at wearing gags. My jaw is fully gag trained, and I can be gagged for an unlimited time (yes really).

I wasn’t flexible enough to do an elbow tie for all of my life! Faithful fans know they have never seen me do one. But I have been training and training and I finally did it! My first elbow tie! Wooow this was tight. Trust me, it’s not easy for me, but it felt wonderful! I want to train more and more! I wish I had a regular rope rigger who could work with me every day to train my shoulders. This is great! Don’t miss this update, it’s awesome!

Can I curse here? Oh, it’s my own website… well here we go: This fucking wooden block again! It’s so incredibly heavy and tight! I have been locked in this block only a few times in my life (try to find the other updates on this site), but I still hate it. It is so heavy! It’s extremely hard to sit up again when I lie down to get a break from the weight. The block is also very tall, so my neck barely fits in it, like the most extreme posture collar you have ever seen. If I pull really hard on my wrists I think I could get them out, but someone locked 2 pairs of handcuffs on my wrists, on top of the stocks! How cruel! Imagine having to wear this for some hours! Well, I did and it sucked!

Happy New Year everyone! Let’s start the new year by answering a frequently asked question: ‘what is the ring on the back of your belt for?’. Well, you know I love to be cuffed to my side rings, but the back ring is also great for cuffing! I will show you in this update how I can be hogcuffed by my chastity belt, without any chance of escaping. It’s hard enough to be in a hogcuff, but my belt makes it even harder, because the hogcuff is more rigid and I have to lie down on my belt which is not easy (after a while). Still, I love spending a few hours a week hogcuffed, and some people love to attach the cuffs to my belt, I don’t really have a say in that! 🙂